40 Days – Day 26

Are you free? Maybe more important than that, what aren’t you free from? Because we’re all not free from something. And you know what? It might just be your morning cup of coffee. That might be your thing—that you’re not free from your morning cup of coffee. But God wants you free, he wants you completely free, he wants you totally free so that you can live life to the fullest.” –Best Lent Ever, Matthew Kelly

Yesterday, I made up my mind that starting next week, I am making a lot of changes. I’ve been there physically, it’s been a mental block that has been getting me to take that final step into a complete transformation. But yesterday, as sure as anything, the thought came, “I’m going to do it.”

I bet you’re asking why next week? Why not start now? Well, I’ll be PERFECTLY honest. I’m going to a family gathering (and we don’t have a small family) for the next week and I want to truly enjoy my time with them, rather than constantly focusing on denying myself. I want to be completely in the moment with them, no distractions. So, I made the decision to wait until I return home and am able to focus completely on that.

Fasting or denying yourself something (time, food, drink, whatever it may be), is the best way to become free. To squash those appetites that are controlling you. Fasting in small ways every day is a simple, sure path to self-mastery. So, I will do this–because I truly WANT to do this. I’m going to establish a habit of fasting. I’m going to deny myself in small ways throughout the day, fasting from certain types of foods, certain activities, and certain behaviors. Will you join me?

Day 26: JOY and GRATITUDEnew beginningsOh what a beautiful, joyous day it is!! This morning, my baby sister welcomed her son into this big, bright, beautiful world. And my heart is singing! I love new beginnings. I love watching life blossom into beautiful, strong people. I love loving on my nieces and nephews and I love watching my boys love on their cousins.

I will post a picture of our beautiful baby Beck later down the road. I want to give my sister her privacy and let her share him with the world first.

But know that today I am full to the brim of JOY and GRATITUDE. Today, I became an aunt to an amazing little soul and I can’t wait to watch him grow to be an amazing, kind and loving man.

XOXO.

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